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Release day Catalyst at Night

By Day
Tessa Robertson
would you do if the mystery to your mother’s death lay with your

Men listen

years of unanswered questions, Mishka Vald sets out to uncover the
skhodka’s involvement in her past. What she doesn’t expect is to
join forces with men who push her to become a double-agent and
confirm her future. While hunting down leads, the ruthless assassin
realizes a life in the shadows is the only way for her to protect
those she loves.


Mishka, forbidden love is worth the pain when it comes to Eddie
Harper, a military man turned cop. Her affection waivers when duty
comes first and she joins forces with an elite Russian soldier,
Alexei Petrovich. With a blackmailer threatening her school love, she
seeks refuge with a fellow assassin, Nickolas Volkov. And when pushed
too far, she’s ushered to a secure location…and straight into the
arms of mysterious handyman, Dylan Kain. As the pieces fall into
place, their mangled order reveals each man’s true intention. Whose
deceit can she accept and whose will obliterate her?


roads lead back to the woman she thought dead—her mother. Now, as
weddings are crashed and alliances tested, Mishka uncovers a deadly
game and the players involved. Her heart, once unable to budge, is
thrust into action, but which man can keep her soul intact?
.99 cents!!**
at Night
skhodka isn’t done with their best assassin yet.


bad for them, as a rivaling mob – the vory – holds Mishka Vald
captive. The real kicker? She’s trapped in her mother’s clutches
with the two men she loves, with no escape from the devious scheme
Alena Vald cooked up to destroy the skhodka.
spiriting across the globe with one man in tow, Mishka comes face to
face with her past. Piecing together the distorted memories would be
easy if someone hadn’t tampered with them.
Mishka slip through the grips of warring Russian mobs for a chance at
a normal life? Find out in Catalyst at Night., the sequel to Assassin
by Day.
Robertson has been landlocked in the heart of Iowa, USA for the
better portion of her life. She grew up on sci-fi and action movies,
but isn’t nearly a ninja…yet. Since childhood, writing stories and
reading have been a constant. Moonlighting in a law firm, she takes
on her favorite cases: criminal. Her stories push the limits of
standard characters and explore the thriller facets of romance and
In her spare time, Tessa attempts to teach her Australian Shepherd and
Golden Retriever new tricks; spends copious time with family; catches
up on her favorite shows; and listens to country music.
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Book News, Books

Catalyst at Night Cover Reveal

Happy 2019!catalyst banner 2

It will be a BIG year publishing wise for me. The 2nd part of Mishka’s story, Catalyst at Night, releases February 28, 2019.

Universal Pre-order link: Catalyst at Night

A big shout out to Crooked Cat for their brilliant artwork and to Cristina Hodgson for her stellar review!

Here’s the blurb:

Catalyst at Night

The skhodka isn’t done with their best assassin yet.

Too bad for them, as a rivaling mob – the vory – holds Mishka Vald captive. The real kicker? She’s trapped in her mother’s clutches with the two men she loves, with no escape from the devious scheme Alena Vald cooked up to destroy the skhodka.

After spiriting across the globe with one man in tow, Mishka comes face to face with her past. Piecing together the distorted memories would be easy if someone hadn’t tampered with them.

Can Mishka slip through the grips of warring Russian mobs for a chance at a normal life? Find out in Catalyst at Night, the sequel to Assassin by Day.


Score 1 for Hufflepuff

Autumn has graced Iowa yet again. Well, today at least. Tomorrow will probably be hot as hell. For now, I’ll sip on my hot coffee and dream about being on the beach.

Let’s see, what have I been up to? Ah, yes. I finished book 2 in Mishka’s series, submitted it to my pub, Crooked Cat, and received a contract. Time to throw a party: assassin style 😉

But seriously, I find it incredibly difficult to market and that’s a MAJOR part of publishing. I’m not an outgoing person, per se, until I’ve had a few drinks. Thus, making my marketing attempts juvenile compared to others. I do believe success also hinges on my confidence. Obviously, I wish I was as confident and badass as Mishka. That doesn’t happen overnight. At least, that’s what I hear. Still waiting on that to be disproved. I admire and envy the authors who have multitudes of followers, friends, and family members who constantly share the crap out of their work & sell a shit ton. To reiterate, I’m an introvert. Get in my face & I’ll probably give you a death glare as I back away slowly. I try, dear God I try, to step into my pseudonym and engage strangers in my books. I tend to sweat when nervous and then I ramble. A lot. And I second-guess myself and my work because who the f*ck doesn’t? (Am I rambling?)

Being an Indie writer/author means we do a lot of work on our own. Yes, we may have a publisher and small group of others who help us, but the majority is on us. We don’t have publicists, PAs, or agents to find events for us or open doors to radio stations and/or TV channels. Do we then give up? Hell no! Just because a door is closed in our face (and it happens a LOT) doesn’t mean there’s not a window to sneak through.

If you’re new to the Indie world, welcome, and prepare to work your ass off as you climb the mountains of the publishing realm. Most of the people here are friendly and encouraging, but this is real and no longer in your imagination. Having thick skin is a necessity. Every time you fall and get bloodied, get back up and build yourself stronger. When you can look back at the mistakes, brokenness, and defeat, learn from it…yeah, that’s when you’re doing well.

As someone who not only manages a full-time job, but also two (yes, 2) author pages and schedules, it wear you down. I sure as hell want a PA, but the perfectionist in me comes out and shuts that thought down (also the money aspect). I strive to be the best I can as a writer. Oh, and if you were wondering, Tessa Robertson & Skye McNeil are basically the same person. Different author names and genres, though. P.S. Tessa curses a hell of a lot more too…usually….

What does any of this have to do with Harry Potter? I’m going to show my nerd here. I’m a Hufflepuff. At least that’s what the online quizzes and comparing myself to the books say. Let’s go over the traits for a minute.

Hufflepuff is the most inclusive: valuing hard work, dedicationpatienceloyalty, high degree of friendliness and humility and fair play rather than a particular aptitude in its members. The emblematic animal is a badger.

Not to toot my own horn *toot toot*, but I’m almost every inch Hufflepuff. I do believe there’s some Gryffindor and Ravenclaw up there, but I’m hardworking, dedicated, patient, friendly, humble, fair, and loyal to those who earn it. Mess with me and I’ll become that mother-loving badger.

The same can be said in the Indie marketing world. We all belong to one of the four houses. How we introduce the world to our books/writing totally depends on our personalities and traits. I aim to be a little of each house, yes, even Slytherin. In order to make it, we have to step outside of our houses & face the dementors standing in our way of becoming the best author out there.

Comparing yourself to anyone else is pointless. We all write and market differently. The goal is to find your house & build each other up from there. A little encouragement goes a long ways. So, share that post, like that page, follow that website. You never know when it’ll make a difference in your own life.

All right, I think I geeked myself out enough for one day.  I’m off to eat tepid lo mein. ~Feed your inner nerd~



Ode to Love

Deep Love

While chatting with a friend of mine, the subject of love came up. Don’t ask why, but it did. I pride myself with my art of the written word. The same cannot be said with verbalizing my thoughts. I blanked. Utterly and completely lost my brain. It was frustrating and awkward as hell for me. I mean, seriously, I write for (part of) a living. How could I not put a sentence together about how my first real boyfriend got into my brain? It’s simple, really. Love.

Those four letters send me into a bundle of knots. Why? Because I haven’t had the best of luck when it comes to the subject. But back to the original question: How did that guy get in my head/heart all those years ago? Of course, I went with the obvious things I could remember about my high school love. He was a musician who wrote me songs; he accepted me for me; he made me feel wanted; he had a rockin’…er…body (among other things); and when I met his eyes, I felt at home.

I’m happy to say my definition of love has expanded from what my 17yr old brain thought love was. I know you were worried there for a minute. Now, 11 years later, I can see exactly why I fell in love with him. But only after wallowing in how mute I become when the love subject arises, naturally. I’m a writer. I never proclaimed to be good at on the spot questions unless I’m acting at the theater but that’s a whole other blog post we’ll get to another day.

Love comes in different shapes, sizes, and depths. I’ve learned a lot since my first love experience. I posted a link on my Instagram this morning that perfectly describes how I love. I couldn’t come up with the words yesterday during my friendly conversation because… dur… I like to think over responses before I say them. Must be a writer/introvert thing about me. Anyway, I love deep. So deep that it hurts. As you can guess, a heartbreak with deep love is even worse. Sometimes, I hate how I love because I’ve had to learn to box that love away in fear of exposing the power once more. The sad reality is too many use and abuse the love.

I’ll try not to get too metaphorical here, but imagine a castle with a dragon. As per the fairy tale, I’m the queen (Yes, queen. I don’t need a man to rule) inside. In the beginning, the dragon is just a sprite and drawbridge is down. As time progresses and heartache intensifies, the dragon  grows larger and additional walls are built to protect the queen because each man she dares to love steals little pieces of her heart when they leave. It’s a fortress now with an enormous dragon and deadly moat.

So, to answer my friend’s question of how did that guy got my heart and head, I can honestly say it’s because I had rose-colored glasses when it came to what I thought love should be. Love isn’t a guy singing in your voicemail or even a kiss that makes your toes curl. They may be facets that show bits of love, but shallow acts aren’t love. For me, love is accepting someone (as screwed up as they may be) and continuously choosing them. Looks fade, love shouldn’t.

I’m a deep lover. I don’t want to fall in love because I’m afraid of what will happen if/when love fails. I do a lot of divorce law for my day job, but I’ve been jaded by this for a while. Still, I crave love. A deep love like I can offer. It’s the fear of losing that deep love and another chunk of my heart that keeps me from falling. The heart tattoo on my shoulder may look like a tribal thing, but it wasn’t meant to be one. It shows the divots of heartbreak. No matter how one might try to push the pieces back in place, it’s a tattoo just like it’s heartache. You can’t put it back together. You can only hope to find a love that will help fill in the cracks others made.

Maybe, just maybe, there’s a guy out there who can befriend the dragon outside the kick-ass castle. Maybe, he’s patient and won’t give up when feelings are deflected. And maybe, I’ll realize that some guys are worth the pain. I don’t need a prince charming. I can write one of those any day. I’ll take a flawed man with a genuine heart.

Want to know about deep love? Check out this article.

All right, so this is probably the most personal and open blog post I’ve written here. I’ll be sure to post something light next 😉

Enjoy your weekend.


Book Reviews

Book Review: Valentina by Cristina Hodgson

Okay, so I have to post a review on this book because I’m obsessed with Chantelle Rose.


“There’s beautiful…and then there’s you, Chantelle Rose.”

That line is my absolute favorite in this book. A brilliant sequel to add to Cristina’s successes! I read the story in one sitting because it’s THAT good. Chantelle is on journey and wow it takes her everywhere. I’m so happy with how the story unfolded and the man she ends up with because otherwise there’d be a revolt 😉 Looking forward to the third installment to this series. More Chantelle, more Robbie, and much more mystery!

I’d been in a bit of a book slump lately. I’m happy to say, Chantelle brought me out of it. Note, you MUST read book 1, A Little of Chantelle Rose first otherwise you’ll be lost on this story.

So, check out both books in the Chantelle Rose series today. You won’t regret it.



Spring in Iowa

It’s been a little time since we last spoke. I’ve been holing away trying to write the sequel to Assassin By Day. So far, I’m at ~40k words. Yeah, not the greatest given the time-frame, but I’ve been working on other projects as well. Seeing how I put a June deadline to submit on myself, I better start moving on it.

Supposedly, it’s Spring in Iowa. Not buying that line since it snowed yesterday and the windchill is 9F at the moment. I guess that’s all part of living in the Midwest. Ironically, this weird weather kind of makes sense with how I’ve been feeling about writing. Some days, my pen is hot and I’m a writing fool. Other days, I struggle to form words.

At times, it’s downright impossible to get into the writing mode. I’m sure other authors would agree with me. Between day job, mom life, and the rest of life, my stories get put on the back burner. Well, no more. I don’t do resolutions–because they don’t work for me– but it’s mega important to carve out time for my stories.

Now, maybe that I’ve said this, my fingers will fly over the keyboard and my publisher will have the manuscript by May. Fingers crossed 😉

P.S. The working title for my sequel is Catalyst at Night.


Author Spotlights/Interviews, Blog

Never Judge a Cocktail Bar by its Cover

Hello, lovelies! Today, we have a guest author post by Isabella May. Check it out!

Cocktail Bar

Thank you so much, Tessa, for inviting me to appear on your blog today. I’ve written a fair few articles now about my brand new novel, The Cocktail Bar, but there is one subject that my main character, River Jackson, is desperate (with a capital D) to set the record straight about…

Not every cocktail bar is comprised of an alphabetical list from ‘Between the Sheets’ to the ‘Screaming Orgasm’!

In fact, you’ll find neither for sale in River’s bar which takes pride of place (at least in the fictional world… and my head) in Glastonbury’s High Street; the most mystical town in the UK.

Why? Because River likes to think he does things differently, and with a little finesse. He’s recently moved back to the town of his roots (and a whole variety of animosity) after a decade on the road touring every dot on the globe with his band, Avalonia. And he’s collated one epic scrapbook full of recipes to coax the locals away from their cider and in the direction of the Frisky Bison/Pisco Sour/Little Tickle.

Oh, and if you’re after the drabness of the Daiquiri… you’ll only find it in watermelon. Strawberry is sooo yesterday.

River doesn’t do Happy Hour either – well, he does; he just doesn’t advertise it. The last thing he wants is to attract the teenagers and their incessant squeals as they attempt to order, well, Sex on the Beach.

Finally, River will only ever serve you two cocktails of an evening. In his approximate words, the cocktail is to be savoured, not devoured. You wouldn’t eat a three course meal during a production of The Phantom of The Opera at the theatre; in the same way, you’ll never get him serving up more than two cocktails of an evening in his bar.

  1. Then there’s the small matter of the magical Mexican elixir he’s been bestowed with courtesy of a wise and spiritual sage named Mercedes who he ‘just happened’ to bump into while he was hitchhiking from Guadalajara to Tequila. It’s going to change the lives of the first three customers who order it, don’t you know?

One thing is for sure: If you think you’ve experienced it all when it comes to cocktail bars… River Jackson’s take on mixology will leave you shaken AND stirred!


And if this has whet your appetite to find out more about the unconventional tipples that appear in River’s Somerset-based bar – and Mercedes’ very important contribution to it, here’s the blurb for the book:

Rock star, River Jackson, is back in his hometown of Glastonbury to open a cocktail bar… and the locals aren’t impressed.

Seductive Georgina is proving too hot to handle; band mate, Angelic Alice, is messing with his heart and his head; his mum is a hippie-dippy liability; his school friends have resorted to violence – oh, and his band manager, Lennie, AND the media are on his trail.

But River is armed with a magical Mexican elixir which will change the lives of the Three Chosen Ones. Once the Mexican wave of joy takes a hold of the town, he’s glad he didn’t lose his proverbial bottle.

Pity he hasn’t taken better care of the real one…  – universal Amazon buying link



Isabella May lives in (mostly) sunny Andalucia, Spain with her husband, daughter and son, creatively inspired by the sea and the mountains. When she isn’t having her cake and eating it, sampling a new cocktail on the beach, or ferrying her children to and from after school activities, she can usually be found writing.

As a co-founder and a former contributing writer for the popular online women’s magazine, The Glass House Girls – – she has also been lucky enough to subject the digital world to her other favourite pastimes, travel, the Law of Attraction, and Prince (The Purple One).



Author Spotlights/Interviews

Author Q&A-Heidi Catherine

Happy New Year!! Hope your holiday season was fabulous. I’m here today with a brilliant author, Heidi Catherine, who is going to chat for a few minutes about her upcoming release with Crooked Cat Publishing. Just look at this cover! It’s gorgeous.

Final Cover Soulweaver

Okay, now that we’ve successfully ogled the cover, let’s get to some Q&A’s. 

  1. What was the first book that made you cry?

I haven’t thought about this book for years! What a fantastic question. It was an old book, called A Time to Love, A Time to Mourn by Paige Dixon, and was about an eighteen-year-old boy with a terminal disease. I read it a few times as a teenager and was fascinated with the way it would make me cry. I’d be interested to read it again now to see if it still has that kind of impact on me. I’m guessing it probably would. The older I get, the more I seem to cry over books!

  1. If you could tell your younger writing self anything, what would it be?

I’d be tempted to tell myself to write the story I’d love to read, but then I wouldn’t end up writing all those failed manuscripts that turned out to be my best learning experience ever. So instead I would tell myself to be patient and hold onto the belief that everything happens for a reason. As much as I wanted to get published years ago, it wouldn’t have been the right time for me. Right now is so perfect. My kids are at a good age, where I can really focus on what I’m doing and I feel that I have enough life experience behind me to give my writing some depth.

  1. How do you select the names of your characters?

Usually the name just comes to me, but if I’m having trouble, then I’ll either trawl through baby naming websites, or I’ll go for a walk and ask the character to tell me their name—sounds a little kooky, but it often works! In The Soulweaver, my main character is a girl named Hannah, which I chose because it’s soft and pretty, which suits her. But when I chose the name of her soulmate, who she’s been connected to for hundreds of lifetimes, I decided to go with another name that is a palindrome (spelled the same backwards as forwards). So I went with Reinier. Although, this is never explained in the book and was done purely for my own entertainment!

  1. How long on average does it take you to write a book?

Usually six months from the initial brainstorm to a draft that I’m happy with. But of course sometimes it happens much faster than this and other times it takes much longer. I have some manuscripts that have been sitting on my computer for years and I’m still not happy with them. One manuscript I’ve been tinkering with for twenty years, which is a little embarrassing!

  1. Where did you get your inspiration for this book?

I was a very curious child and one day I asked my mother what would happen if a widow remarried, only to one day find herself in heaven with two husbands. My quick-thinking mother told me that in heaven there’s no jealousy, only pure love. I really liked that answer (and I still do!) and over the years I thought about this a lot. This was my inspiration for writing The Soulweaver. I wanted to put my main character into the position where she has two men that her soul has loved in different times and she has to choose between them.

  1. What did you enjoy most about writing this book?

I loved the way it transported me to another world. We were renovating our house at the time and one day the builder interrupted me to ask me a question. He laughed and remarked that when I’m on my laptop I seem to be in another world. He was so right! It would take me a few seconds to realise someone was talking to me and be able to pull my brain out of my Soulweaver world and back into the real world. It’s the same sort of feeling as when you’re reading a really good book. It’s very addictive!

  1. Do you have any more books coming out in the next year?

I hope so! I’ve written Book 2 and Book 3 of The Soulweaver series and I’d love for them to be released next year. I’ve also just released a prequel novelette for The Soulweaver, which is called The Moonchild and is available on Amazon for free.

Thank you so much for stopping by, Heidi. Congrats once again. I look forward to reading all the books in The Soulweaver series. Below are the links and blurb for Heidi’s book. Be sure to Share with your friends/family/crazy strangers on social media 😉

Blurb & Buy Links:

The Soulweaver by Heidi Catherine

She’s loved and lost him a hundred times across a thousand years. She can’t bear to lose him again.

Lin’s dreams are haunted by faces of people she’s never met. Unable to shake the feeling she’s lived before, she’s drawn to Reinier—a stranger whose soul is heartbreakingly familiar from a time gone by.

Reinier helps Lin unravel the mystery of her past life as Hannah, a girl who sacrificed herself for her true love, Matthew. As Lin falls hopelessly in love with Reinier, her memories of her life as Hannah sharpen and she finds herself unable to let go of Matthew.

With her heart torn in two, Lin must decide whether she should stand by Reinier’s side or track down Matthew and fight for his love. What she doesn’t know is that her decision will ripple across our troubled planet, affecting far more lives than just her own.

Winner of Romance Writers of Australia’s Emerald Pro award, The Soulweaver is a story that will change the way you see the world.

The Soulweaver order link – 

The Moonchild FREE prequel order link –

Want to be a friendly stalker? Check out Heidi’s links:

Website –

Amazon author page –

 Facebook –

 Twitter – @heidicatherine

Instagram –



Nifty November

It’s Monday again. But hey, it’s November and that means it’s my birthday month. Whoop whoop! Anyone out there participating in NaNoWriMo? I’m (technically) not this year. I’m nearly done with the first draft of Mishka’s sequel. My goal is to have it out in 2018 sometime. I’ll keep you updated.

Good news, I had my first book signing this last weekend at Plot Twist Bookstore in Ankeny, Iowa. Great news, I sold out! Always a good feeling for an Indie author. I believe the bookstore will have a couple copies in case you missed me.

I’ll finish up by posting two new 5 star reviews for Assassin By Day. If you’ve read it, don’t forget to post a review to Amazon and/or Goodreads. It helps us out, believe me.

VINE VOICEon October 29, 2017
Format: Kindle Edition|Verified Purchase
Complex plot and terrific pacing that kept me guessing all the way through this romance. Felt real suspense as I became invested in Mischka’s quest to uncover secrets about her past and her mother’s death. And the men her in life, new and old…tugged at my heart too.
on October 31, 2017
Format: Kindle Edition
Mischka’s mission to find out things kept in her past was gripping. And the men the story keep you interested in the story more. Compelling, and intriguing plot. Good book.
If you still need to download your e-book copy or paperback, here are the links.